be not afraid of me.
i know you aren't, but in times like these you can be. i won't judge you.
i wouldn't hurt you unless i had to.
when you and i meet each other one day, past the years you enjoyed yourself, in the turmoil of the fear of tomorrow, we will shake hands.
it's not an easy thing to do. you have a long way to go.
it's a burden, isn't it?
longing for it to be over, but it never is.
always throwing a curveball. something new. something you're not ready for yet.
i could teach you all day. you could teach yourself all day, but you don't know what it's like until you face the music yourself. right?
it's not an enjoyable feeling. i get it.
i'd hate to see you go.
you have the power to make the biggest decision of your life, and i have no power to stop you.
nobody can stop you with the conditions you're in.
that's crazy, right?
the deciding factor is how much you value yourself.
you can value yourself high and mighty.
as a normal person.
self depricatingly.
desperate to leave it all and never return.
you might be scared to be judged. it's why we don't say anything.
sometimes, i wish you said more.
and that's okay.
as much as you could say something, you couldn't.
it's okay to be scared.
we can be scared together.
"But that's dessert! You can have it when the dinner is gone! So put it down." -Jack Stauber, Dinner is not over